Something to Say or Say something

I wonder at times - it happens that, when you desperately want to do something, or say something to some one, or you are in a such a condition that you really want to share it with your very close friend and then some how you can't do so....?

At times others are busy or you are busy and time just flies!!! forget what you wanted to say.... Many times you wait, wait and wait for the other person to get free or situation to change so that you can still go ahead and share what you wanted to share.... But you keep on waiting ......
All small-big things remain unsaid-unanswered and intensity of sharing just diminishes..... Deep down.....

I think and thank for all those moments I were able to share with all my close friends things from mid-night Maggy to long long chat on mobile, small-small things and huge differences... Some times just a simple voice call of friends make huge impact and at times just a smile works.... Wonderful experiences and... now.... I wonder....

They say "Just Be silent when you can't do anything..."; I say "Other than being silent what else we can do? when we know that we can't do anything..." We can bang and bang, but not necessary that door will open, person might be wrong or just a wrong door....

Some Fun - Some Pain

This is the time of slogging for almost all of my college friends, as there is good amount of work each one of us has to finish before going for internships...

"Wow" Feeling (HERE WOW is a feeling) comes to me when I am very tired and in the night or mid-night I go home to take some rest... As soon as I go home, there is happy realization that I am suppose to wash my cloths; It would be easier for me to sleep actually but wet cloths in the bucket are waiting for me only... And I smile... Then again smile... now I start washing my cloths, such a fun to wash cloths in mid-night.. :)

Its a bliss to go home after a good working and studies, in pursuit of happiness to happy realization of having some cleaning and washing work at home...

Actually this is my last month for the rental house, so before I leave that house and prepare to go to some part of country for interns, Its my moral and social responsibility to wash my cloths and clean house. So every night I put some cloths in bucket to wash and promise my self that I will wash them in the morning... Now I am about sleep after brush and again I realize ohhh... "Aaaj to Sadhna nahi kiya???...!!!" This time also commitment wins and I start doing my sadhna, also doing sadhna is a "Promise"... Sometime in the night I go into deep sleep after sadhna...

Ahhhh... waking up in the morning it's and exercise for the mind and routine for the body... There is one home some distance away from my so called BED ROOM... The person staying there is fond of hindi songs rather one hindi song, daily morning I wake with an alarming hindi song "Jita tha jisake liye, jisake liye marta tha, wo aisee jo ladki thi...." on top of this I listen this song more than 5-6 times within an Hour... This is how I wake up, always late and then running to reach college on time... Trust me I reach exactly on time!!!... :)

As we are MBA students, whenever we get a chance from such hectic schedule may be in night or mid-night, we run to see a sea... Best part of this is to "Listen the silence between two waves...", all my pain simply disappears... Simply blissful moments...