डर...

डर
डर कितना अजीब होता है,
कभी कुछ पाने का डर,
कुछ पाके खोनेका डर,
डर हर पल कुछ कहता है,
जिंदगी के लम्हों को, वक्त से बांधते हुए,
डर... कुछ सिखाता है,
खुबसूरत है डर बहोत, महसूस करने की देरी है|

रंगोंमें उलझना, और निकलने का डर,...
अपने आप में ही; चुपचाप बसा है डर...
अपना हाथ थामे दूर तलक ले जाता है डर ... ख्वाबोंकी तरह...???
पर सचाई से आगाह करता है डर, सपनों से बचाता है डर,
खुबसूरत है डर बहोत, महसूस करने की देरी है|

डर एक उजाला है, छुपती हुई तन्हाई का...
कुछ अजनबी रहोंपें बिचडे हुवे सवालोंका...
डर एक आइना है ...
कुछ सिमी परछाईओंका ...
कुछ गहरी अछाइओंका...
कुछ अनकहे जवाबोंका...
खुबसूरत है डर बहोत, महसूस करने की देरी है|

I have written this poem two years back... 1st poem on blog

Something Different to Say Today...

Finally some thought stricken my mind today... Were watching one beautiful play... Hell lot of meaning about human race of understanding matters and themselves... There was one message, "we need to understand ourselves to understand others..."; this thought really made sense to me, and remebered guruji's saying, which he said during navaratri last time, "If you are finding fault in situation, then there is no fault in situation, that is you who has problem..."...

Some points I could recollect from that play, I am putting down..

People have 400-500 years of history-past, we do have 400-500 years, but of future. We take and celebrate all things which have glory, in the history of India rajput people might have lost some wars, but artist should present victorious part of that history so that in coming generation none of those people will loose war again...

Artists and art is not bounded to audience, money, glamor and borders, for artist heaven is in every moment, they do not need to search for the heaven...

Each and everything has impact some and the other way, but artist takes exactly what is made for him, what is meant for him, and this way artist grows...
We need to understand our selves, this is what they do, whatever they knows about themselves they put it in an Art, and for them 4 or 400 audience make no difference if things came from their heart.... If something is very genuine then what is boundary? and what border? No religion, no laguage can stop it, it has to reach everywhere....

Art is an journey from heart to heart and not from heart to head... Though we have so many languages, religions, cultures and etc, etc; what is more appealing and connecting is the Art... Since its the language of heart to heart...

I always wonder, we can connect to some people and not to all, but if we are able to connect ourselves then connecting to each and every one will be so easy... AND WE KNOW ONE PERSON WHO IS CREATING WONDERS BY CONNECTING TO ALL KIND OF PEOPLE...

It is nice to know that something we remember, something which have impact on our mind, may be a person's behavior, or something we heard, or something we read, played, liked, thought of, whatever it is...; one day one small thing make us understand so many things related to that impression, which we must be carrying almost unknowingly...

I understand why artists are so passionate about the art, every time they reach to new depth, may be doing similar kind of art, but each art if different; it is a simple variation between, SAME VS SIMILAR... When art touches me, it must be came out from with in the passion of particular artists... When there is an art, artist never need an introduction :)...

Visit to arambol...

[This article is written on monday (9th Feb 09, but because internet was not working couldn't upload the post...)]
Yesterday was one most crazy day in goa...
This was mine and krishna's 1st visit to Arambol beach, one of the coolest beach in goa, and yesterday was one of coolest day in Goa though we got tired it was worth to be tired.
Biking in goa and photography are two more cool things I am addicted for, yesterday my bike ran for more than 160km, quite long if I drive 82Km one stretch. We left early in the morning by 7am or something and reached there by 9am ofcourse we lost road also in between…
And once we reach to beach it was soothing experience morning sun and beautiful beach, fresh air to breath and felt better after sitting too much on bike :) …

From Arambol

As soon as we reached beach we started walking on left side as on right side there were hill, actually there is one more beach next to the hill and that was much beautiful… The second beach is in between 3 hills with one Water Lake like, and jungle.
We took a long walk on beach and reached to next beach, actually waked for more than 2hrs and then went to the other beach, located in between hills. Lunch and then went in a Jungle…
Jungle!!! And then lost in Jungle had no idea where we were heading and which path to choose for either to reach up the hill or go back… We could locate some of the big stones and dry waterfall a big one.

From Arambol

I and Krishna were searching for the way out for long time and finally seen some more people coming but they disappeared in jungle so we couldn’t even ask how to come out… huh… Then finally somehow we were able to choose one path to go out and came out from that BHOOL-BHULAIYA….
Then we had fun on beach, lunch, enjoyed sea and came back… Many things to type but unable to put them in words….


Tempting to go again actually….

From Arambol

From Arambol

From Arambol

From Arambol

Photography in Goa

Winter Break Dec 2008- Yes++

Back form the Ashram.....
This advance course in winter break gave me very amazing experience, dinesh bhaiya, bawa and vikram hazra's satsangs were rocking; and I we were 1100 participants.

Hmmm.... Reached Bangalore two days before only, wanted to meet some of my very close friends, and best part is all of my friends whom I met have impact on my life some and the other way...Some of the best pals, I have spent with them... My stay was at antariksh's place...

1st day only I planed to meet one of my friend...Its fun to drive bike in Bangalore... Unknown city, don't know how to reach to a destination; where my friend were waiting for me... Actually I was one and half hour late to reach there... Huh and Bangalore traffic...[:(]... And have spend 45 minutes with my friend or 45 amazing minutes with 100% being in present movement... 45 min are very less actually....

Then second day I was suppose to visit two more friends' places, who are married and settled in Bangalore, old fellows.... Morning I left from antariksh's place and visited some place called ..... ufff forgot the name of place... spent many hours their and then went to MARATHALLI, name of some place where antariksh picked me up and we directly went to my college friend's place, here we stayed and had big laugh... after a very long time actually...

As next day was the day of reporting and supposed to go to ashram as soon as possible so that will reach on time, from evening only session started...

Bawa's question answer session and silent present of dinesh bhaiya and all of us in Vishalakshi Matap, very tempting situation for me, missing all that...I am back to Goa ...On that day after everything get over I got a chance to click snap with bawa and dinesh bhaiya, of course I took an opportunity to freeze that moment...

From Infinity to Eternity

Bawa, dinesh bhaiya and virkam hazra's satsang rocked my advance course.

All boys got accommodation in Khodays; Bangalore winter, in ashram, in khodays, and in the early morning 4-5am taking cold water bath... Water was ridiculously cold. I do take cold water bath daily but khodays cold water!!!...Being silent and taking cold water bath is one of the adventures in advance course, especially in ashram during winter break...

This advance course was more effective than those I did before... each time I feel same way... [:P]... During advance course dance of Chappals was the second most adventure for all participant, though there was one person who were taking care of all chappals, there were many people who were having same kind of chappals including me, so chapplas were getting exchanged during each break, i.e. 3-4 times a day... I lost my so call wired chappals and got same kind of much more wired chappal during the course; which I have thrown to garbage box...

My 31st dec was in silence, like most of us in ashram; bawa's guru pooja and vikram bhaiya's satasang rocked our starting of new year...

And finally the day come when advance course ended, and time came to live ashram, most of us never wanted to go back to respective cities... again same feeling each time!!!

On the 3rd Jan me and two of my Poona friends were visiting MG road, as I was suppose to stay back to my friend's place and leave for Goa on next day, and two of them had to finish up their work or meeting with people... Actually I also managed to meet one of my close friend again... Now one of my friend named shashank from Poona, were carrying my Camera in his bag, as usual his mobile was not working as well and I forgot to get my camera back from him... Uff... Then I started calling other Poona people in ashram, but none of them were picking up my call as well...
I was planning that some one from Poona or Goa will take my camera and go to either poona or Goa so that I can get it back...
Fortunately none of Poona or Goa people picked up my call, finally I went to antariksh's place and took his bike to go to ashram to get my camera, when I was half the way to ashram I realized that my train tickets are in my camera bag!!!...???

Back to ashram on bike was like a blessing, satsang started already, last chance to attain satsang to I ran to grab my place...Now this time I was wearing my Reebok shoes, I removed them and were putting them on stand and there it is; I found my lost wired chappals there... and as soon as satsang finished my camera search started and managed to get it...

Then back to antariksh's place... and good night sleep... morning left out had some work and then to railway station... Next day early morning back to Goa...

There are many things which I have not included in this article as it's hard to put everything....

Waiting for next opportunity to go back to Ashram... Or go back to HOME...

From Infinity to Eternity

Sea and Floating

Today was a rocking day, after finishing economics paper, finally I managed to visit majorda beach, near by colva beach. I was waiting for the opportunity to visit a beach from long time, as I was busy with many of my college activities....

Actually after exam many people from my class were ready to come to beach but none of them turned up [:)]... finally Eshans and me decided to go to majorda beach with towel and costumes to jump in infinite sea and the cool blue water was very tempting for both of us; after a walk of kilometer or two on sea shore we started with preparation to go in sea (I mean started removing our cloths on beach)... as soon as we started with it one watchman came to us and said, don't go in sea; their guests ('Foreigners') have problem with this... hehe... it make me laugh at that watchman's face, couldn't control... He conveyed us to go the next place, so we did. This time as soon as we jumped into sea life guard started staring at us...??? We were enjoying sea in a danger zone;(actually it was not danger later on that life guard only asked to swim there...)

Ya, so once we started swimming in that zone, life guard and that watchman of some sea resort had fight... Life guard were saying to him, "Your resort doesn't own sea, its for all and these boys seems to be good boys...!!!", on top of this, suddenly from no where 20-25 people like us came into the same side of beach and did exactly same thing, as we did... huh... that watchman was on the top of anger and life guard was telling us to enjoy in sea.... so over all it was a fun..... to visit such beach in such circumstances...

Eshans was carrying one small cricket ball and we were playing it in a sea, looking at that watchman and life guard and craking cranky jokes... till this time there were more than 15 people in the sea with us...

Okay apart from this I was lying on water on my back, I was floating in sea with eyes closed and facing sky, it was so lovely, waves were coming and going and I was floating up and down on waves... It's like a meditation, floating on sea on your back and looking at sea, keeping your body lose in water, this is the time when you can hear your breathing... Smile and close your eyes..."My party begins, the moment I close my eyes..." this time it was in sea...
Eshans was inspired by my such floating action and he was trying hard to float like me on sea, he was really pushing hard to do so, and I was telling him, take it easy and keep it simple then only he can float...and etc. Comedy part of this is whenever he manage to float wave use to come and water use to go in all possible holes of his face... After trying hard he gave and said he will do it next time... Till this time water was already inside his ears and head...

End of the day we decided to go out of sea and the same life guard was waiting for us and said hi and smiled at us... as if he was asking, "So you people enjoyed?", I said yes using my head and hand... he smiled and left. But that watchman was still staring at some people who were playing with sea sand and throwing it to each other...

Tempted with the concept of beach, a blue and clean sea shores with beautiful nature is calling me again and again, now once again back to the square one, "Waiting for next opportunity to go to some other beach.."

Then we had Dosa and Special tea at Krishna's near my college it's our normal hangout place for Tea (I like that tea..)

Again came back to college library and searching for information to present in my next presentation (Next time I will upload photos as well..)

Mission Green Earth

Why should each one of us plant trees........

it just takes 16 trees to actually give the total amount of oxygen that you use it in your life time.

A single tree will absorb one ton of carbon dioxide over its lifetime.

Shade provided by trees can also reduce your air conditioning bill by 10 to 15%.

some of us are really working for this cause?.

your small help would mean a great contribution to something REALLY BIG...

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